Hey! Did you missed me? Of course not. This blog is set up in a way that only me can read it. I am just talking to myself here. But that is okay, I do not really mind it.
Anyway, this week got pretty messed up because of Marcela. I am very, very confused about what I should do next. And I must say that I AM DYING NOT TRYING TO TALK ABOUT HER, I JUST WANT TO SPIT ALL MY FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS HERE, I JUST WANT TO BURY ALL THESE MEMORIES BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DO NOT WANT TO BECOME RESENTFUL OR ANYTHING SIMILAR I will not talk about these things here. I do not want to fulfill this lovely place of mine with more thoughts about her. But I will talk about her - us, actually - if I think this will make me feel better or something like that.

 Besides that, I am still cleaning my face and eating healthy whenever it is possible. I still am going to bed (kinda of) early and waking up at the same time too (08:00 am)!!! It does feel good, I got to say that. Really does.

 Well, that is it for now. I am hoping to solve all this mess with Marcela and me. I wish someone could wish me some luck and clarity for my mind because I need to take some pretty rough decisions. It feels like this will take me to another suffering and painful path...

eu quero ajuda poxa