Pandora

 I just realized that I wasn't writing in English anymore. Lol. I need to honor my words, right?
 Ok, so, Marcela changed her profile picture to the one where she looks just like a The Neighbourhood's album cover. I love that picture just so much and I am dying trying to not look at her photo. I know that if I don't control myself, eu vou olhar toda hora e ficar babando por ela, porque ela é linda demais. I had to write this in Portuguese because it was necessary, seriously.
 And she changed her status too. It quotes a The Neighbourhood's song: "I wish I could have sex with myself". YES. It is the same status that I used back in 2016 and I used it in this year too, but for a short time.
 She posted a "stories" on WhatsApp that had this same quote. I talked with her about it and everything...
 Now, all of this means nothing. She probably is still dating her friend. And even if she is not, this doesn't mean that we are going to get back again or something like that. If she isn't dating that guy anymore, she probably will start dating someone else. She is an amazing human being and she's pretty cute too. And she deserves the best, you know? She really does.

 I got to admit two things here. First, I really want to talk to her. Just have a conversation, talk about what a coincidence that we are using the same status and everything, you know?
 And, second, I really wish these thing that I am relating here represented something meaningful, special, a signal or whatever. We, probably, will stay as just friends. Things are not going to get any better and we are not going to get back again.

 Still, I am a human being. A simple human being. And I am condemned to have hope.

Thanks for reading :)