feeling kinda depressed. maybe it's the dairy. could be the green pepper. just remembered that she used to hate green peppers lol. she liked the red and yellow ones though. anyway.

could be the soy lecitin? mixed 1 teaspoon of powered milk (is that right? idk) in my coffee today. wait. Could it be the tomatoes? I don't think so. Maybe it's just my mom. She makes me feel bad things sometimes. I don't know, really. I need a hug. I wish I had someone to talk to. I miss her. Really do