It is now later than I wish it was so I'm afraid I won't get a rest as good as I deserve considering the workout today. But that's not why I'm here.

I am reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower for the 2nd or 3rd time now, but this time I'm reading a loud because I want to improve my pronunciation. But that's not why I'm here either.

What happens is that it is raining. It is raining a lot. And I can see myself 3 to 5 years back reading Perks of Being a F* Wallflower all alone in my room, with my cats in the cold dark night, listening to the sounds of rain. I can see myself thinking on how that's what "infinite" must feel like.

I can't anymore. I swear I'm not trying to signal my virtues here, I really am not. It's just that I no longer can go through a rainy and/or cold day without thinking about hungry cats under cars. About shivering dogs with a sad expression in front of a pet food store (if they are lucky). And what could I say about the beings of my own species?

As I said, since I'm not trying to signal my virtues, here I go: cats and animals in general are the first thing that comes in to my mind at moments like this. I am not proud of this and I'm aware of how repulsive it must be to see someone expressing more compassion towards other animals than the one from his own species.

Anyways, I just wanted to share this. Fuck you, rain. Fuck you, extremely cold weather.

And the only thing I can do is to improve and help myself so I can help others more easily.